06-13-2020, 04:14 PM
Day 14
I wasn't bragging about this yet but I'm on my 14th day of NoFap. My record. Two questions I should ask myself are why I'm doing it and why it's working better than before.
As for the second, I don't know. I'm in the right mindset perhaps. I've always struggled with NoFap because I had to fight the temptation, now I'm don't not doing what I know I shouldn't. It's the difference between trying not to eat a cake when you're hungry and when you're not - in the first case you have this primordial need you want to deal with, in the second you just want some delicious cake but you don't need it.
As for the first, I don't know either. I have this idea that NoFap will give me clear mind and my recent sky-high productivity proves this, but I'm more thinking about self-discovery and working on what I really and truly want. I feel like I've found all the answers that were easy to find and I need some heavy guns to dig deeper.
I wonder where I can use up this sexual energy I'm accumulating right now, especially if I manage not to give in. I have some ideas but I cannot be sure.
I wasn't bragging about this yet but I'm on my 14th day of NoFap. My record. Two questions I should ask myself are why I'm doing it and why it's working better than before.
As for the second, I don't know. I'm in the right mindset perhaps. I've always struggled with NoFap because I had to fight the temptation, now I'm don't not doing what I know I shouldn't. It's the difference between trying not to eat a cake when you're hungry and when you're not - in the first case you have this primordial need you want to deal with, in the second you just want some delicious cake but you don't need it.
As for the first, I don't know either. I have this idea that NoFap will give me clear mind and my recent sky-high productivity proves this, but I'm more thinking about self-discovery and working on what I really and truly want. I feel like I've found all the answers that were easy to find and I need some heavy guns to dig deeper.
I wonder where I can use up this sexual energy I'm accumulating right now, especially if I manage not to give in. I have some ideas but I cannot be sure.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
