06-08-2020, 02:15 AM
Week 6 Summary
This will be a short update. Similar feelings as in week 5.
This will be a short update. Similar feelings as in week 5.
- Skipped 1 day due to falling asleep quickly and forgetting to play the track
- Listening to 3-4 loops / night currently.
- been having bothering thoughts a bit more this week, but I quickly realize I don't have to identify with them. I realize there's no need to assume that state, to feel bad.
- walking in the city, saw lots of couples of regular guys with fine women at their side. This bothered me due to my past frustrations with dating. I realized I placed such higher expectations / standards on myself, that I need to be ultra-successful, ultra-muscular and all that to be worthy of the love of a beautiful woman. I spent so many years feeling unworthy. But the truth is, I am already entitled right now, I have all the reasons
UMSv2 (5.75.7G)
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G