05-12-2020, 06:17 AM
I notice the same regarding Alpha.
Ion: I notice something similar going on as when I ran UMS, which is my sense of direction being gone. I really cant have that. I dont want my interests being stripped off, being an floating head. I miss the security I have, the confidence, and it scares me. It might be resistance, but I feel blocked. I want to throw it all off off me. All the chains, limits and what not.
Doubts, lack of confidence, feeling weakness in my body. I really hate the absence of direction, interest, ideas. I dont want to be at mercy, wasting my life away, like an "is this it? I am a leader yet being doomed to a life of wasted potential"
Now, I know these subs aint a magic pill ( well, it comes close with these modules and all ) but still, some relief and fearlessness would be great. One moment im clear on what I want, next moment it all is gone, out of my awareness.
On the other hand, I still have some strong ums results going on. 6/7 figures, sure why not. I am excited about that. Next up is "what" and "how" thats tripping me up. Reading all these marketing books and all feels like im procrastinating. I read enough. I can read and read, yet its like a choir.
Ion: I notice something similar going on as when I ran UMS, which is my sense of direction being gone. I really cant have that. I dont want my interests being stripped off, being an floating head. I miss the security I have, the confidence, and it scares me. It might be resistance, but I feel blocked. I want to throw it all off off me. All the chains, limits and what not.
Doubts, lack of confidence, feeling weakness in my body. I really hate the absence of direction, interest, ideas. I dont want to be at mercy, wasting my life away, like an "is this it? I am a leader yet being doomed to a life of wasted potential"
Now, I know these subs aint a magic pill ( well, it comes close with these modules and all ) but still, some relief and fearlessness would be great. One moment im clear on what I want, next moment it all is gone, out of my awareness.
On the other hand, I still have some strong ums results going on. 6/7 figures, sure why not. I am excited about that. Next up is "what" and "how" thats tripping me up. Reading all these marketing books and all feels like im procrastinating. I read enough. I can read and read, yet its like a choir.
