05-04-2020, 06:17 AM
(05-04-2020, 05:49 AM)Kol Wrote: If I understand you correct, you stopped at stage 3? Or did you finish your AM6 run, and jumped on E2 afterwards?
I never was that interested in the whole emotional healing and such, but can see massive benefits now. Big chance I give E4 a shot when it comes out.
On the am6 front
I live the dynamic of being chased more and more. Feeling alpha, masculine, driven. Had a menory pop up about a girl who I banged on am6, and kept thinking during make-out "cant we be over with this shit?" No wonder she took so long to finish me, this helps my refresher run. She did enjoy the ***** tho. Oh well, I wanted my willy wet. I notice women responding subconsciously. It feeds in my confidence, assuredness, yet dont need the validation.
Hah, that girl ljbf'd me back then. What a gift. She turned out batshit afterwards anyway. Other girls wanted the goods of the drama tho. Made another girl cry who was playing hard to get also back then. I eventually lost interest due to that, and because L was all over, I bit the bullet.
I had to quit at stage 3, it was no possibility to finish as I was both suicidal and experienced serious derelaization and depersonalization.