(05-04-2020, 03:56 AM)Kol Wrote: Yeah, I get what you are saying, and it might be what I need. When I focus on that one issue, I spiral directly into fear. Idk why. Its a reaction blown way out of proportion. Its weird. The rest of my life is leveling up on this sub.
I did read that E4 is in the making. I have a good feeling about it. I trust Shannon in that.
What is your sub history, did you run direct healing subs like the E series? If so, what are your experiences with it? Just curious
Yeah, when I ran AM my fears came up strong - and i wasn't really able to deal with them, so it caused me to dissociate big time. I should have stopped running it, but people on the forum told me to "keep going it's just resistance" - because they probably didn't realized how severe it was. So I was messed up after 3 months of torturing myself.
Then I went on using E2 for a long time, didn't really help and I switched to LTU5 when it came out and have been running it for a bit over 1 year - I'm not fully recovered and emotionally healthy, but one more year with LTU5, or possibly shorter with LTU6, will probably put me in a place where I can take on whatever challenges I want and be able to deal with them.
