Idk wtf is going on anymore. Its like my internals are crying yet my exterior surface level is just not showimg it. I feel kinda agressive towards my financial situation ( I think resistance won regarding ums, felt I was in limbo ) yetmy women area is fully covered.
Wtf is going on. Im feeling bipolar at times. I realky despise the feeling of powerlessness and the warped bs of"it appears bigger then it actually is" like a fucking impossible mountain.
I want to be fully actualized, without lacking. I want to be on top of my game, having a mindset of capability instead of this victimization.
Am6 seems to have strucken a nerve. This crap cant go any longer. Letting go is the only option it seems.
Wtf is going on. Im feeling bipolar at times. I realky despise the feeling of powerlessness and the warped bs of"it appears bigger then it actually is" like a fucking impossible mountain.
I want to be fully actualized, without lacking. I want to be on top of my game, having a mindset of capability instead of this victimization.
Am6 seems to have strucken a nerve. This crap cant go any longer. Letting go is the only option it seems.
