04-27-2020, 03:01 AM
May is almost upon us, so it's time to make some choices.
I'll be running LTU AGAIN through May, June and July. Goals? Three and I think already mentioned here at some point:
I'll be running LTU AGAIN through May, June and July. Goals? Three and I think already mentioned here at some point:
- Weight loss, I gotta finish what I've started. My weight stagnated during April, for three main reasons: my motivation lessened, my scheduling went to crap as I've wasted a lot of time I'd spend productively otherwise and my walking habits were cut short. Starting in May all those problems should disappear as I'll be able to go to work and start my normal day routine.
- Work, work, work. Due to that scheduling fiasco I've been way less productive than normally. It has a lot to do with the nature of my work - when you're not being chased by deadlines and you're income is pretty much guaranteed it's hard to force oneself to work when you don't need to - and I didn't NEED to. I should have and what I had to do I did, but it's still like 25% or so of what I could have done. I'll recover from this simply because summer break will be mostly non-existent but still, starting in May my goal is to get back to the old productive me.
- Relationships... I've been talking with that girl the while time and maybe I'd be a good idea to pursue her. She's very nice, with a good heart, pretty (albeit with some weight issues) and very open. She is already sending me some nice pictures so I don't forget about her and we are talking a lot, also about difficult topics. But what is the best part for me is that she's very open sexually so she might be an opportunity for me to develop my own sexuality with someone conscious about it, something I severely lacked in my previous relationships. We'll see, she's not perfect and as we both seem to have bad experiences in the past we've promised ourselves some time and honesty, not to mention we didn't meet yet due to lock down.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4