EP UMS Journal pt. 2

[Zubrowka]

Last day of bloom.

Latest obsession that popped up out of nowhere in the past week have intensified, and I have recently determined that they are probably not UMS related, which means they are indicative of a deeper psychological/emotional blockage in need of addressing.

Considering switching over to LTU6 when it comes out, because if I did, that would definitely help me to heal these issues.

I do not think I can move forward with UMS goals unless I heal the deeper stuff, and while UMSv1 has E3 towards that end, LTU5 and 6 can both be expected to have even more to put towards that end, and it seems the healing required is very extensive. Might as well make healing the number one priority and do it as best I can.

I don't think there's much that LTU6 will cover that the E3 in UMSv1 DOESN'T cover already, considering how extensive my healing needs seem to be before I can move forward with the goals of this subliminal.

Shannon suggested I may be trying to prevent myself from achieving UMS with this switch, but I do not think so. I view putting UMS ahead of these issues as being like doing my taxes while my house is burning, and I view the healing required to be so thorough for UMS that I might as well go full on in clearing these issues so that the UMS subliminal won't have to work through so much with so much less equipment available. Still, might be useful to scale down my UMS goals to something that will be quicker to obtain so that I can afford everything I will need to get the ball rolling, including LTU6 itself, not to mention the latest UMS when I'm ready to get back on the wagon.

I think you have arrived at a good conclusion. I too have wanted to run UMS at many times and switching from LTU5 but have always come to the conclusion that - what do I need money for if I'm not happy with life as it is?

I think there is much more to gain to your quality of life by healing emotionally and feeling good than you will derive from buying stuff.