04-06-2020, 12:35 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-06-2020, 12:35 AM by zero_force.)
Today is Day 3 for the 7-day break for the next rerun.
I am reporting that even though I forgot I was feeling like that since 3 months ago, this feeling of panic and anxiety I was experiencing without an obvious conscious reason surfaced again. It was the main drive that made me start the LTU program back then and now that I am not on LTU it came back.
This verifies to me that it was not dealt or not dealt fully but also that while I was playing the program it somehow handled it "in the moment?!".
I crave listening to LTU already but I think I should complete the 1 week break before the rerun. Shouldn't I?
I am reporting that even though I forgot I was feeling like that since 3 months ago, this feeling of panic and anxiety I was experiencing without an obvious conscious reason surfaced again. It was the main drive that made me start the LTU program back then and now that I am not on LTU it came back.
This verifies to me that it was not dealt or not dealt fully but also that while I was playing the program it somehow handled it "in the moment?!".
I crave listening to LTU already but I think I should complete the 1 week break before the rerun. Shouldn't I?
