03-15-2020, 02:20 PM
Day 75
Has the world gone insane? I came back from my home to the city yesterday. Entire day I haven't noticed anything strange as I stay at home (I can easily work from home and shops are closed on Sunday anyhow). However I went for a evening walk and streets were eerily empty. I mean on Sunday evening streets should be full of people, instead maybe I met a pedestrian once every 2-3 minutes. Trams were driving also mostly empty.
Coronavirus does not scare me as much as people panicing do. Sure, don't be stupid, but for people not to do evening walks by the promenades? Seriously?
As this run is coming to an end I seriously think what to do next. As I feel more attractive every day due to weight loss I think I will start dating this Spring, however before I do there is one goal I need to achieve - 1 month no PMO streak. My current record is 13 days achieved this January. I know I can do it if I put my mind and will to it. And it's not about achieving it and be done - I will want to keep on with this. Because I see not much point in dating until I'll be confident I can deal with my sexual problems. I'm not sure if I can do it right now, but by the end of this month I will start the streak and I will not start dating until I get to the 1 month mark.
Has the world gone insane? I came back from my home to the city yesterday. Entire day I haven't noticed anything strange as I stay at home (I can easily work from home and shops are closed on Sunday anyhow). However I went for a evening walk and streets were eerily empty. I mean on Sunday evening streets should be full of people, instead maybe I met a pedestrian once every 2-3 minutes. Trams were driving also mostly empty.
Coronavirus does not scare me as much as people panicing do. Sure, don't be stupid, but for people not to do evening walks by the promenades? Seriously?
As this run is coming to an end I seriously think what to do next. As I feel more attractive every day due to weight loss I think I will start dating this Spring, however before I do there is one goal I need to achieve - 1 month no PMO streak. My current record is 13 days achieved this January. I know I can do it if I put my mind and will to it. And it's not about achieving it and be done - I will want to keep on with this. Because I see not much point in dating until I'll be confident I can deal with my sexual problems. I'm not sure if I can do it right now, but by the end of this month I will start the streak and I will not start dating until I get to the 1 month mark.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
