02-28-2020, 01:29 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-28-2020, 01:30 AM by Have at ye.)
Lol, feels like I'm again under attack after having reconnected with my vocal coach, both from her (she's still got that control freak "I am the smartestest and the greatestest and you should do EXACTLY as I tell you" thing going - EDIT: which is seriously stupid as, technically, she works for me, not the other way around, as it's me who's paying her, lol) as well as assorted MAESTROS and sonnies who would really like to see my voice destroyed, lol. It's kinda annoying, because I can feel it happening the most whilst I'm running DMSI - it usually goes away to a great extent when I'm running the DRS. Also, certain sonnies and MAESTROS are right back to trying to work/con my vocal coach into ruining my voice as well yet again, lol. Some people. 
Still, working on my self-confidence while I'm at it, because these attacks are only possible due to self-doubt. Because, seriously, I know what's what when it comes to my voice by now, like, for realz. I hope that once I get my self-confidence levels to where they should be, such attacks will be way less of a nuisance (because they're seriously annoying right now - to the point of distraction).
Still, working on my self-confidence while I'm at it, because these attacks are only possible due to self-doubt. Because, seriously, I know what's what when it comes to my voice by now, like, for realz.
I hope that once I get my self-confidence levels to where they should be, such attacks will be way less of a nuisance (because they're seriously annoying right now - to the point of distraction).
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
