01-11-2020, 02:13 PM
Still on the schedule, on 3 loops now. I am not counting the days anymore because I know what I am doing. It seems I have found my footing and am going to continue increasing loops until it feels right.
I notice some changed like being more motivated to chase extra money to use for training and self-improvement purposes. I dream a lot and they are very realistic. They seem to be working on self-esteem and socialising issues, and if I am honest, the subliminal will be worth the money if I am only to make gains in those areas. I have had insights into my own fears and defence mechanisms. These are non-obvious things like rejecting other people as not being good enough as a safety mechanism to avoid being rejected by the group. I think this strategy started in early school settings and I think this lack of feeling accepted by the group related a lot to my personality type (INTJ). I also grew up with two SJ parents, so I often felt isolated, misunderstood and pushed into being a certain way that made me uncomfortable. My own youngest child seems to be exactly like me and it's interesting to observe how he learns and makes sense of the world. While I am helping to guide and teach him, he also helps teach me about myself in the process. I'll keep you guys updated with any progress.
I notice some changed like being more motivated to chase extra money to use for training and self-improvement purposes. I dream a lot and they are very realistic. They seem to be working on self-esteem and socialising issues, and if I am honest, the subliminal will be worth the money if I am only to make gains in those areas. I have had insights into my own fears and defence mechanisms. These are non-obvious things like rejecting other people as not being good enough as a safety mechanism to avoid being rejected by the group. I think this strategy started in early school settings and I think this lack of feeling accepted by the group related a lot to my personality type (INTJ). I also grew up with two SJ parents, so I often felt isolated, misunderstood and pushed into being a certain way that made me uncomfortable. My own youngest child seems to be exactly like me and it's interesting to observe how he learns and makes sense of the world. While I am helping to guide and teach him, he also helps teach me about myself in the process. I'll keep you guys updated with any progress.
