(01-07-2020, 01:39 AM)Greenduck Wrote: Back at work. Things go more smoothly then they did before christmas. I feel more creative, less tensed up by myself and more able to think freely and competently about stuff.
Still having that girl that put me off into my mind, damn that was really a shame, or it feels like that, maybe it was for the greater good in the end. I however realized two things: first that I'm able to feel affection towards someone, it was really a long time that I felt the way I felt towards this girl, so that's encouraging, maybe it's the love-module in LTU helping with this. Also, I feel that I want someone in my life, or at least be dating someone. It's not just in a sexual manner och someone to be intimate with, but I feel that it would be rewarding to have someone to confide in.
Welcome back. More shame would be if you didn't do anything about what you wanted to do. You have to be proud. You can go forward for you what you want even if you can fail, instead of the fear. That its what will stand for the future. The rest will disappear. Try to keep with you the positive of each situation and give it more importance than to the negative. I try it too, maybe not always i can...
