12-29-2019, 03:12 PM
I am truly a strange fellow. Who else sits in the church during wedding ceremony and considers matrimonial love as an act (or rather process) of great submission in the context of philosophy and occult. Such an act allows one to learn a lot about oneself. Left-handed path if I recall correctly. I am yet to experience such an act.
Okay, so the deal is I'm back in the city, wedding was a huge fun. The analysis? Too much to talk about to be honest but I was able to have lots of fun despite the fact that I knew pretty much only the bride. A couple of lessons about drinking, a few more about my behavior when dead drunk. It's great experience to find photos you don't remember taking on your phone. Twice or so a year is just a perfect timing for such occasions. And nobody was telling me I embarrassed myself. Except one, minor situation
I think the lesson overall is that if not more extroverted than before, I'm surely more sociable when need comes. Also my anxiety levels due to travel, new places, people and situations is much less. Good times all around to be me.
As for my plans? Well, I still plan on spending New Year's Eve on writing down plans. The other thing is that I don't think new LTU is anywhere near so... I guess I'll have to run some other sub in the time being, but it will most probably be something else than DMSI. LTU is out because quite frankly I feel tired thinking about running it again. AM6 is too much time commitment and I think it's too late to run the refresher. Absolute Self Confidence maybe, it's a nice and light sub.
Okay, so the deal is I'm back in the city, wedding was a huge fun. The analysis? Too much to talk about to be honest but I was able to have lots of fun despite the fact that I knew pretty much only the bride. A couple of lessons about drinking, a few more about my behavior when dead drunk. It's great experience to find photos you don't remember taking on your phone. Twice or so a year is just a perfect timing for such occasions. And nobody was telling me I embarrassed myself. Except one, minor situation
I think the lesson overall is that if not more extroverted than before, I'm surely more sociable when need comes. Also my anxiety levels due to travel, new places, people and situations is much less. Good times all around to be me.
As for my plans? Well, I still plan on spending New Year's Eve on writing down plans. The other thing is that I don't think new LTU is anywhere near so... I guess I'll have to run some other sub in the time being, but it will most probably be something else than DMSI. LTU is out because quite frankly I feel tired thinking about running it again. AM6 is too much time commitment and I think it's too late to run the refresher. Absolute Self Confidence maybe, it's a nice and light sub.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
