12-20-2019, 07:44 PM
(12-20-2019, 09:36 AM)Shannon Wrote:(12-20-2019, 02:08 AM)Griffin Wrote: Two more weeks to go and then. I've been on UMS for 6 months! Damn doesn't feel like it, I wish I could say amazing things but my bank account does not yet... I will keep running it though and run ums v2.
Hopefully it will come out soon...
I dont have much more motivation to earn more money, or any more inspiration or any more opportunity... I notice some healing aspects and becoming more aware of my internal metal processing, but not much ultimate monetary success.
I'm sorry if I am coming over as negative, just reporting my monetary status
But I am still hopeful for next year
What do you notice is happening as a result of the program?
i have noticed that i can see my fear a little more clearly, but its not going away, im trying to work through it but its not easy.
i also became a little more conscious about money, and especially my lack of it and that i need more to do what i love without the worry.
i also noticed that i don't need that much and right now all my material needs are met, mostly because i just own a backpack right now and am traveling and can't have much more that i can carry.
i also noticed i want to go to Nepal again where the cost of living is very very low.
to live there i need about a 1000 USD per month to live comfortably