Day 79 (day 4 on)
Thanks!
Well, due to communication confusion, I thought I was being asked to take over the song from the other tenor while everyone else seemed to think it already had been given to someone else, who ended up singing it in the concert.
Talking about this with my energy healer, he sees this as another instance of my “samaritan” archetype, putting others first, rushing to help and then feeling betrayed and unappreciated at the end. I get that this was massive miscommunication, and I can’t consciously find anyone to be at fault, but that doesn't help me feel any less bad.
But the concerts are going well. Two down, one to go. I’ve been waking dizzy and exhausted, as usual by now, but things tend to clear up by the time the concert rolls around. Still doing just 4 loops overnight.
Thanks!
Well, due to communication confusion, I thought I was being asked to take over the song from the other tenor while everyone else seemed to think it already had been given to someone else, who ended up singing it in the concert.
Talking about this with my energy healer, he sees this as another instance of my “samaritan” archetype, putting others first, rushing to help and then feeling betrayed and unappreciated at the end. I get that this was massive miscommunication, and I can’t consciously find anyone to be at fault, but that doesn't help me feel any less bad.
But the concerts are going well. Two down, one to go. I’ve been waking dizzy and exhausted, as usual by now, but things tend to clear up by the time the concert rolls around. Still doing just 4 loops overnight.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
