12-14-2019, 03:43 AM
I don't know what conscious action you should take either because only you know your circumstances. But reasserting to yourself consciously that yes, you do indeed intend to achieve your goal for UMS may very well help you figure out what to do. There's tons of options, really: finding a job of some sort, finding some side-hustle you can do over the Internet at home, finding money lying in the street, getting married to a wealthy countess, etc.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley