12-13-2019, 11:19 AM
Day 77 (day 2 on)
Slept not much better than I have for the last while. There was a girl in my dream, moderately attractive, who I was talking to, and that’s more than I’ve had in my dreams in a long while, so there’s that.
But omg. So I’m part of a singing group. This membership is new, and I’ve been cramming to memorize 13 songs. We’re doing three performances over the weekend; the first is tonight. This morning I got notice that the only other tenor will not be able to sing at least for tonight, possibly for more nights. Surprise!
He hadn’t been present for the last rehearsal, and in vague concern I did some initial putting of the one song he’s in into the computer, but I’ve spent today just cramming music into my head. I’m not even nervous. My throat’s been tickling and I’ve been taking wellness pills, but at this point the absurdity of it all hits me to the point where I’m just not even worried.
Slept not much better than I have for the last while. There was a girl in my dream, moderately attractive, who I was talking to, and that’s more than I’ve had in my dreams in a long while, so there’s that.
But omg. So I’m part of a singing group. This membership is new, and I’ve been cramming to memorize 13 songs. We’re doing three performances over the weekend; the first is tonight. This morning I got notice that the only other tenor will not be able to sing at least for tonight, possibly for more nights. Surprise!
He hadn’t been present for the last rehearsal, and in vague concern I did some initial putting of the one song he’s in into the computer, but I’ve spent today just cramming music into my head. I’m not even nervous. My throat’s been tickling and I’ve been taking wellness pills, but at this point the absurdity of it all hits me to the point where I’m just not even worried.
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