12-13-2019, 07:31 AM
Day 4 of carpetbombing.
So... A bit of time ago, I started to experience a really positive state. It's hard to explain, but it's amazing. Yesterday and the day before I was in that state too. My onlune mentor says it's probably presence amd that it is in alignment with who I really am.
Then, as I was in a hald asleep state, a dwep insecurity surfaced and I stopped being in a state of presence.
I then went out and spwnt my last 100 dollars on weed because I was put, came home and smoked some in order to work through the fear/insecurity. Sadly, I am not present right now.
I really am sick of being broke all the time. I'm happy to be making such progress with the E3 in UMSv1, but I really would like to start seeing some money come in.
@Shannon What kinds of concious actions should I take in order to facilitate the UMS process? I know the subconcious mind does the planning, but what should I do CONSCIOUSLY?
So... A bit of time ago, I started to experience a really positive state. It's hard to explain, but it's amazing. Yesterday and the day before I was in that state too. My onlune mentor says it's probably presence amd that it is in alignment with who I really am.
Then, as I was in a hald asleep state, a dwep insecurity surfaced and I stopped being in a state of presence.
I then went out and spwnt my last 100 dollars on weed because I was put, came home and smoked some in order to work through the fear/insecurity. Sadly, I am not present right now.
I really am sick of being broke all the time. I'm happy to be making such progress with the E3 in UMSv1, but I really would like to start seeing some money come in.
@Shannon What kinds of concious actions should I take in order to facilitate the UMS process? I know the subconcious mind does the planning, but what should I do CONSCIOUSLY?
