12-07-2019, 01:00 PM
As per the usual during the break lately, I got a little bit of fear-y stuff making a return on the second/third day of break, lol. It's way lessened again. It seems to be coming mostly smack-dab from the middle of my chest, and going up the right arm. I was also kinda angry there for a moment, but not rage-y. I did some outside negative influence clearing just in case to know what's what, and it helped (I tend to become more vulnerable to this shite when fears are acting up). I also have a bit of "heavy dark energy" headache of a sort, so that's probably some sort of fears acting up/coming to the surface.
Otherwise, feeling good, and gonna keep on keeping on. I'm halfway tempted to up the dosage of DMSI from the 6 loops I've been doing to 8 loops, seeing as the going is good, but 8 loops could get tricky due to the amount of time required (that's longer than a good night's sleep). Perhaps I'll bite and try that many over the holidays, when I'll have the time to sleep it off if necessary.
Otherwise, feeling good, and gonna keep on keeping on. I'm halfway tempted to up the dosage of DMSI from the 6 loops I've been doing to 8 loops, seeing as the going is good, but 8 loops could get tricky due to the amount of time required (that's longer than a good night's sleep). Perhaps I'll bite and try that many over the holidays, when I'll have the time to sleep it off if necessary.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
