12-01-2019, 07:04 PM
Day 65 (day 2 on)
And... woke exhausted. Flew back home, so we’ll see if being in my own bed helps.
I have the cutest nieces, and they love me, and saying goodbye was tough. They’re very affectionate, and it feels weird and uncomfortable to be the recipient of affection. The idea of this being parallel, that I’m not in a relationship because I can’t accept the affection or feel scared that accepting it would mean being trapped or needing to meet her expectation isn’t lost on me.
And... woke exhausted. Flew back home, so we’ll see if being in my own bed helps.
I have the cutest nieces, and they love me, and saying goodbye was tough. They’re very affectionate, and it feels weird and uncomfortable to be the recipient of affection. The idea of this being parallel, that I’m not in a relationship because I can’t accept the affection or feel scared that accepting it would mean being trapped or needing to meet her expectation isn’t lost on me.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
