11-27-2019, 11:00 AM
I got some fear/anxiety sensations today in the morning, as I was about to get some proper bardic practice in (for the first time since I finished my tour last week). It wasn't anything as serious as that paranoia bonanza of the previous DMSI break, though, lol, and passed pretty swiftly. It's my last day of break, so I guess that's to be expected until and as such (so until I resolve what I must resolve). Otherwise, feeling pretty spiffy and definitely making progress and stuff. Also went to the library later in the day and got some editing work done, but returned home because I need to get some proper sleep in. Had an opportunity to go to a part-ay tonight, but decided against it as it's with a crowd that I've come to consider as pointless (and could potentially involve some of my... particularly obsessive female fans 
).
Two things I have noticed: 1) other guys are way more chillaxed when they see my DMSIng going stronk, and no longer try to either one-up me or go out to prove what bad a guy and playah I am, or whatever their resentment would advise (probably won't work in serious cases of the Oedipal Sonny). Actually, they appear to give me more respect when they see it now, lol.
2) girls who are reacting to what's happening as well as the DMSI-glam also seem to be way more accepting of the fact/less aggressive about getting my attention. Still a bit competitive, but in a playful way. This even includes certain types with game-y tendencies, as far as I can tell (probably won't work in serious cases of the Female Playah, but we'll see).
Tomorrow, we shall be continuing with the scheduled programming.
).Two things I have noticed: 1) other guys are way more chillaxed when they see my DMSIng going stronk, and no longer try to either one-up me or go out to prove what bad a guy and playah I am, or whatever their resentment would advise (probably won't work in serious cases of the Oedipal Sonny). Actually, they appear to give me more respect when they see it now, lol.
2) girls who are reacting to what's happening as well as the DMSI-glam also seem to be way more accepting of the fact/less aggressive about getting my attention. Still a bit competitive, but in a playful way. This even includes certain types with game-y tendencies, as far as I can tell (probably won't work in serious cases of the Female Playah, but we'll see).
Tomorrow, we shall be continuing with the scheduled programming.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
