11-26-2019, 07:07 PM
Day 60 (day 1 off)
Yesterday I was emotionally crushed, but met up anyway with a longtime friend of mine for dinner. As soon as I saw him, my emotions just collapsed. He was understanding and sat with me while I drank tons of ice water. Slowly, slowly my emotionality returned, and after a few hours I was feeling reasonably normal.
This morning I woke to feel a buzzing in my torso, which I took to be good news. I wandered around the city, and even visited my old university, which has changed so much that it doesn’t even seem to be the same place.
I went to see my father. He’s pushing around a walker, which is new, but he’s not obviously in worse shape, so a lot of the terror has subsided.
Yesterday I was emotionally crushed, but met up anyway with a longtime friend of mine for dinner. As soon as I saw him, my emotions just collapsed. He was understanding and sat with me while I drank tons of ice water. Slowly, slowly my emotionality returned, and after a few hours I was feeling reasonably normal.
This morning I woke to feel a buzzing in my torso, which I took to be good news. I wandered around the city, and even visited my old university, which has changed so much that it doesn’t even seem to be the same place.
I went to see my father. He’s pushing around a walker, which is new, but he’s not obviously in worse shape, so a lot of the terror has subsided.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
