11-26-2019, 01:11 PM
I went to the library today as well; did not notice all that much on the DMSI front apart from the usual subtle signs. Anyroad, I did finish reading that "Feminine sexuality" book by creepy uncle Lacan, and he's a magnificent bastard still, lol. 
(I'm kinda sad I missed my hot Lacanian action last week because I was touring, but whatchagonnado!) Apart from the titular topic, there was this thing he mentioned in passing there: "The castration complex has the form of a knot" - a knot, you say, creepy uncle? I know what to do with knots by now!
Let's cut.
Then you fill it up with prodigious amounts of self-loving. <3 It's funny, because some part of me still kinda considers "self-love" to be narcissitic/selfish, but we all know that's not true. People who have none may perceive it as such, but a fearful reaction to outside judgement can be cut as well!
I'm also kicking it up a notch with outside negative influence clearings. I want to get rid of anything and everything that may have affected me adversely and stuck; once that's done, the shielding in these new-gen subs should suffice for pretty much any and all purposes.
(I'm kinda sad I missed my hot Lacanian action last week because I was touring, but whatchagonnado!) Apart from the titular topic, there was this thing he mentioned in passing there: "The castration complex has the form of a knot" - a knot, you say, creepy uncle? I know what to do with knots by now!Let's cut.
Then you fill it up with prodigious amounts of self-loving. <3 It's funny, because some part of me still kinda considers "self-love" to be narcissitic/selfish, but we all know that's not true. People who have none may perceive it as such, but a fearful reaction to outside judgement can be cut as well!
I'm also kicking it up a notch with outside negative influence clearings. I want to get rid of anything and everything that may have affected me adversely and stuck; once that's done, the shielding in these new-gen subs should suffice for pretty much any and all purposes.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
