11-21-2019, 06:30 AM
(11-20-2019, 04:03 PM)findingme Wrote: For me, Universal Detox stood out for me. I'd been on E2 for 3 months, and went to UD right after, on a whim. I didn't know what to really expect, for I'd picked it up on the idea it had elements of LTU. It wasn't LTU at all.
It came up slowly, and then steadily opened me up, showing me the lies to myself I'd been holding on to (which pissed me off initially), and then steadily showed me how I could live without them. It was freedom in a subliminal, and it allowed me to make some big decisions quickly, where I separated from environments where my lying to myself and others was my norm.
With all that is in LTU5, I looked for evidence of UD since it had its full script in there. I had a few clear times while on LTU5, I'd be casually talking to people, and I WANTED to be honest, and be myself. I did so a few times with one friend, crying in the middle of my talks. And then I'd continue. It happened at work one time too, where my truth brought on more honest conversation. No tears at work, but I felt them.
UD is a powerful sub. Not everyone has developed the same life coping skills I have, but UD saved me from hanging on to this.
Since UD is in E3 now, it's affected me while using UMS. I went to a friend's last Sunday, and we talked about 2 hours. Something came up, and I got honest on the subject. While talking, I needed to cry, so I did. I calmed down, and eventually continued. No shame. Just relief. I felt freer, lighter, and free of fear of rejection. I hadn't rejected my own honesty, so I felt really secure. And without all my guards up.
For me, UD is a real lifesaver amidst all of the subliminals.
I can see as well what you are talking of UD in LTU, is like i have been thinking wrong about many things and until now i didnt see it...
