11-20-2019, 05:12 AM
Day 6 of bloom. I was in a DARK place last night. Feeling better right now, but I am seeing I still have a lot if inner pain, darkness and false beleifs all rolled into just one dark cloud that covers over me sometimes. It's like... Sinking into a dark watery pit that's really deep. And trying to swim my way to the surface and then to shore. But after a while of swimming, I get tired and exhausted and start to sink again. And I keep this going as a pattern. And I have no idea how close I am to the surface.
