11-17-2019, 05:49 AM
(This post was last modified: 11-17-2019, 11:09 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
Day 3 of bloom. Nothing noticed so far. You know, I don't know why, but I got nostalgic yesterdaybfor the 2000's, even though that was a period of my life where I was QUITE unhappy. I guess compared to the past few years though, it was quite nice. It's like each day, I just find a way to check out and vegetate rather than really live my life, which I don't seem to want to do. Out of fear? Or maybe out of just being tired of living? Prolly both... I feel impatient once again with the results. I feel like this healing process is so slow, despite how aggressive it is... Probably faster than I realize though...
