11-04-2019, 07:43 AM
(This post was last modified: 11-04-2019, 07:46 AM by Have at ye.)
Bardic practice went extremely well today, I do indeed must be careful about all sorts of "advice" (I mean, the pianist guy from yesterday had the right idea, but the advice he gave me was physiologically incorrect for my voice type. Well-intentioned, but misguided. Then again, nobody knows this stuff around here, really).
Trouble is, I still feel like punching my vocal coach, grrr.
But, that may well be related to something that DMSI's working on. I kinda feel, urm, let's say - frangry - at the same time angry/irritable, but I know it's a response to some sort of fear; it's like at the same time I'm being angry because I'm frustrated that the fear is there at all, and at the same time I'm anxious because it's getting triggered in response to DMSI, I think!
[EDIT: I actually checked whether this isn't negative outside influence. It isn't. I'm still doing my regular clearings though. Thanks to the effectiveness of the new shields in these subs, it's going very, very well. I mean, I feel like, 10 kg lighter, lol, especially ever since I got that crap out of my heart]
It's slightly annoying, but nothing I can't handle (and pretty smooth and pleasant compared to how I'd sometimes react to the earlier versions of DMSI and such). I guess I'm simply going to have to ride it out.
Trouble is, I still feel like punching my vocal coach, grrr.
But, that may well be related to something that DMSI's working on. I kinda feel, urm, let's say - frangry - at the same time angry/irritable, but I know it's a response to some sort of fear; it's like at the same time I'm being angry because I'm frustrated that the fear is there at all, and at the same time I'm anxious because it's getting triggered in response to DMSI, I think!
[EDIT: I actually checked whether this isn't negative outside influence. It isn't. I'm still doing my regular clearings though. Thanks to the effectiveness of the new shields in these subs, it's going very, very well. I mean, I feel like, 10 kg lighter, lol, especially ever since I got that crap out of my heart]
It's slightly annoying, but nothing I can't handle (and pretty smooth and pleasant compared to how I'd sometimes react to the earlier versions of DMSI and such). I guess I'm simply going to have to ride it out.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
