11-02-2019, 07:29 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-15-2021, 10:44 AM by tolgaocal80.)
Stage:4
I was too angry and, fullfilled with fear all over this stage. Felt nothing to explain. More dreams.
Dreams:
1. That was very bad and when I woke up, I was crying bad. The main theme in my dreams my old house which is my childhood passed.
I was passing by the old house in a rainy day. When I came front of my house, I am seeing my mom and she was like sick. Her face is not normal and color of it white.
Then I am grabbing from her arm, and saying “Where you are going to?” and
Then I am seeing my mom on the open window of my house, she is combing my sisters hair. She turning her back and seeing the “woman” in front if me (same as her.) and saying “Don’t let her go, we have to kill it.”
Suddenly the woman in front of me smiling and trying to get rid of me. I am feeling the fear like deep of hell. And not letting her go. And the nightmare stopping here. When I woke, I was crying loud and talking to myself ”Enough, I want to love her.
2. How I see myself on dreams has changed very much. More alpha in all subjects.
3. Some later dreams, very frightened. I am seeing demons, very dangerous situations. And dreams I almost survived.
I was too angry and, fullfilled with fear all over this stage. Felt nothing to explain. More dreams.
Dreams:
1. That was very bad and when I woke up, I was crying bad. The main theme in my dreams my old house which is my childhood passed.
I was passing by the old house in a rainy day. When I came front of my house, I am seeing my mom and she was like sick. Her face is not normal and color of it white.
Then I am grabbing from her arm, and saying “Where you are going to?” and
Then I am seeing my mom on the open window of my house, she is combing my sisters hair. She turning her back and seeing the “woman” in front if me (same as her.) and saying “Don’t let her go, we have to kill it.”
Suddenly the woman in front of me smiling and trying to get rid of me. I am feeling the fear like deep of hell. And not letting her go. And the nightmare stopping here. When I woke, I was crying loud and talking to myself ”Enough, I want to love her.
2. How I see myself on dreams has changed very much. More alpha in all subjects.
3. Some later dreams, very frightened. I am seeing demons, very dangerous situations. And dreams I almost survived.
AM6-1(4.19)--AM6-2(11.19)--SE-5.5G--AM6-3(9.20)--SE 5.5G(3.21)--AM6-S7(6.21)--SM3-1(7.2021)--AM6-4(1.2022)
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
