10-31-2019, 03:21 PM
(10-31-2019, 02:48 PM)Have at ye Wrote:(10-31-2019, 01:37 PM)Ale Wrote: Feel like crap today. Emotional rollercoaster where I'm smiling at one moment and I want to cry my guts out at the next.
And it's completely irrational because I'm pretty sure I feel like this because of this girl I feel drawn to. I was kinda normal but as soon as I saw her, all this spiral started. It doesn't make any sense, I barely know her. And I certainly never felt like this before.
Could it be that I'm struggling or trying to heal past traumas and she is just an image of what I need to overcome? If that even makes sense...
I'm going to meditate to calm down.
Quite possibly. Maybe you simply really, really like her and it's bringing out unconscious associations/trauma/stuff/whatever you call it that are now making themselves known to the consciousness. You could say it's a very good source of info on what may be holding you back, I guess.
It's been known to happen.
That's a good point, but how can I like someone like that without actually knowing the person? If that's what's happening, it's a first for me
And more so, how is all of this related to my monetary goals?
One way or the other, it's a good thing these feelings are making themselves known as you said. First path to overcome things if to acknowledge them, right?
Meditation did wonders this time, I'm feeling more relaxed and I'm even noticing in while I write about this.
