Who do you love - DMSI 3.3.2 Jandom Rusings

[Have at ye]

Oookay. I'm currently experiencing very deeply just how... lonely and alienated I actually feel. I also feel a measure of disgust at the chickanery and dumbidity that people insist on for very, very stupid reasons. In me mind's eye, the brunt of this is being directed at... my vocal coach? I mean, yeah, sure. I've got a legit beef with her, I guess. But usually when I get strong emotions about a situation - especially of the negative kind - it's usually symptomatic of something else.

I don't think I'll be going to that part-ay tonight. Not feeling like hobnobbing with that crowd tonight, even though it's usually a pretty decent opportunity to maybe bang a drunken slut or something, and then have everyone tell everyone about it after, lol, if you're into that kind of notoriety. I'll be seeing a group of friends who aren't complete idiots the day after tomorrow, though, for a "Dziady" party, lol.

EDIT

Out of fun stuff, I guess I got a "friend's request" on social media from a highly attractive girl I met once at a party of some sort, like, 4 years back? I remember we got flirty and were very much into each other, and I remember it set off my then-yet-not-ex to no end (I remember her literally shaking and getting red in the face in jealousy). Might be something, might be nothing, who knows. *Niiiice* one though.