10-21-2019, 07:50 AM
There's some very promising stuff going on internally (we'll see about externally soon as well; getting back to life through attending Hot Lacanian Action tonight, I'm feeling well enough to start doing stuff again); I now know what must be done - trouble is, as it stand, it would appear that some parts of me are going to be fighting this tooth and nail, but we'll get there. Just gotta keep at it, and never stop, lol.
So, basically, here's what I gotta do:
https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-whome...#pid229100
Achieve this effect. This would apply to sex, love, and professional matters as well; otherwise the negativity of fear is going to try to keep me in stasis, and I'm going to have to keep struggling against it, and I've been doing that pretty much my entire life and it's become pretty fucking boring by now. A bad experience is just a bad experience, and there's nothing actually stopping me from experiencing better things apart from, how shall I call it, "homeostatic insistence" of experiencing the opposite.
I am noticing that it's happening... gradually. But now that I know what's going on it's time to put this shit on steroids.
Here's a song to go along with the above (note: it's kinda heavy, and has some dirty words, you've been warned, lol):
So, basically, here's what I gotta do:
https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-whome...#pid229100
Achieve this effect. This would apply to sex, love, and professional matters as well; otherwise the negativity of fear is going to try to keep me in stasis, and I'm going to have to keep struggling against it, and I've been doing that pretty much my entire life and it's become pretty fucking boring by now. A bad experience is just a bad experience, and there's nothing actually stopping me from experiencing better things apart from, how shall I call it, "homeostatic insistence" of experiencing the opposite.
I am noticing that it's happening... gradually. But now that I know what's going on it's time to put this shit on steroids.
Here's a song to go along with the above (note: it's kinda heavy, and has some dirty words, you've been warned, lol):
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
