10-19-2019, 08:15 AM
Another "down" day. Same old issues resurfacing. A sense of Oneitis over my exfriend. Feeling like I'll never find anybody as good. Thinking I might never find a way to reconcile. I keep telling myself "Never mind the past. It's all about the present, and I can create whatever present I want for myself" but I don't fully feel convinced of that. I've got a lot of healing to do and a lot of learning regarding manifestation techniques.