Greenduck,
I'm just an observer in this discussion, and I desired to share something with you I discovered while on LTU5. About 2 months back, I was taking inventory of my emotional status while at work, where I see most of my results. My interactions with people tell me of my own insecurities and places I'm stuck.
And damn, I saw one. It didn't feel good, I'd been doing it a long time, and.......surprisingly, I wanted to be free of it. My hangup? I was habitually making things harder. Part of me felt "smarter" doing things in ways which noone else did (yep, it's true)......but doing things like this pushed people away. They stopped trying to point out simpler and quicker ways to do the job.
I remember approaching my peer coworker, who I'd frustrated countless times doing it "my" way. And I just spit it out, hoping for some grace. He surprised me since he held himself back, and he shared that yes, I was making our job harder. Me admitting it helped our relationship, but it freed me from the belief that my old ways were the ONLY way (or best way) to do something. LTU did this for me. In my own confession, I'm not sure LTU5 got as much credit while running it as it deserved. I ran it for many months, and some old habits (like believing some things had not changed) festered. I'll be thinking about this today, as many things actually did change.
But I wrote you seeking to know if you've had similar insights while on LTU5. I sense a familiar "stubbornness" in your writings
I'm just an observer in this discussion, and I desired to share something with you I discovered while on LTU5. About 2 months back, I was taking inventory of my emotional status while at work, where I see most of my results. My interactions with people tell me of my own insecurities and places I'm stuck.
And damn, I saw one. It didn't feel good, I'd been doing it a long time, and.......surprisingly, I wanted to be free of it. My hangup? I was habitually making things harder. Part of me felt "smarter" doing things in ways which noone else did (yep, it's true)......but doing things like this pushed people away. They stopped trying to point out simpler and quicker ways to do the job.
I remember approaching my peer coworker, who I'd frustrated countless times doing it "my" way. And I just spit it out, hoping for some grace. He surprised me since he held himself back, and he shared that yes, I was making our job harder. Me admitting it helped our relationship, but it freed me from the belief that my old ways were the ONLY way (or best way) to do something. LTU did this for me. In my own confession, I'm not sure LTU5 got as much credit while running it as it deserved. I ran it for many months, and some old habits (like believing some things had not changed) festered. I'll be thinking about this today, as many things actually did change.
But I wrote you seeking to know if you've had similar insights while on LTU5. I sense a familiar "stubbornness" in your writings
I want to be FREE!
