09-28-2019, 11:14 AM
Day 316
I have been feeling ups and downs. I have mostly felt very negative especially about money. Money and scarcity has always been a problem in my life since childhood. When I was little, we couldn't afford to buy nice toys. When I was in school, I could not afford to go in a course. The list continues. All my life I had always thought and felt the lack of money in my life. It is true that I have blown /wasted money on some things, but overall my income level has been lower than my peers.
All of this lack of money has also affected my business. The cashflow is quite negative from the amount which I had expected. The business is up and running but struggling to make profits. I would done my business differently if I had a lot more funds available. Right its just a set amount and I can only invest small increments now. I thought about a loan but my mentor is discouraging me to invest any more amount until I start getting good returns from the business. He has even asked me to consider some other thing if it does not work out in positive in the next 2-3 months.
I have felt quite negative in my office lately. Its like I am there but I do not want to do anything. Postponing stuff and stuck in passing time looking at news, watch, walking around etc. Today I felt bit better and so posted an update on the forum.
I have been feeling ups and downs. I have mostly felt very negative especially about money. Money and scarcity has always been a problem in my life since childhood. When I was little, we couldn't afford to buy nice toys. When I was in school, I could not afford to go in a course. The list continues. All my life I had always thought and felt the lack of money in my life. It is true that I have blown /wasted money on some things, but overall my income level has been lower than my peers.
All of this lack of money has also affected my business. The cashflow is quite negative from the amount which I had expected. The business is up and running but struggling to make profits. I would done my business differently if I had a lot more funds available. Right its just a set amount and I can only invest small increments now. I thought about a loan but my mentor is discouraging me to invest any more amount until I start getting good returns from the business. He has even asked me to consider some other thing if it does not work out in positive in the next 2-3 months.
I have felt quite negative in my office lately. Its like I am there but I do not want to do anything. Postponing stuff and stuck in passing time looking at news, watch, walking around etc. Today I felt bit better and so posted an update on the forum.
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