09-27-2019, 01:49 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-27-2019, 02:09 AM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
Day 10 of carpetbombing:
Waking up. Middle of night. Carpetbomb ongoing. Feeling... worthy. Feeling open to abundance already held within, if I can just let go of this resistance to it. I'm feeling ready right now. It's hard to explain, but I'm definitely carrying this mindframe where I'm feeling increasingly confident I can have anything. And I say "Yes" to having it. Program seems to be executing as desired at the moment. Still carpetbombing my resistance right now though.
The FRM still has plenty of work to do though. I'm gonna see if I can get that energy healer to do more energy work on me. Root chakra healing this time. I'm already beginning to feel the effects of his orange ray healing, mixed with the UMS sub. A new sense of self is emerging, as well as a new sense of self worth. Can't tell how much is due to the energy healing and how much is due to UMS. Both are probably playing a role here. Fear still gets in the way. I imagine root chakra healing, daily meditation and the FRM should all work to overcome that.
Waking up. Middle of night. Carpetbomb ongoing. Feeling... worthy. Feeling open to abundance already held within, if I can just let go of this resistance to it. I'm feeling ready right now. It's hard to explain, but I'm definitely carrying this mindframe where I'm feeling increasingly confident I can have anything. And I say "Yes" to having it. Program seems to be executing as desired at the moment. Still carpetbombing my resistance right now though.
The FRM still has plenty of work to do though. I'm gonna see if I can get that energy healer to do more energy work on me. Root chakra healing this time. I'm already beginning to feel the effects of his orange ray healing, mixed with the UMS sub. A new sense of self is emerging, as well as a new sense of self worth. Can't tell how much is due to the energy healing and how much is due to UMS. Both are probably playing a role here. Fear still gets in the way. I imagine root chakra healing, daily meditation and the FRM should all work to overcome that.
