09-22-2019, 12:03 AM
(09-21-2019, 05:35 PM)Wharrgarbl Wrote: Well, work was interesting today.
One of my coworkers is a rather caustic person with a rather low level of self-control. He threw out some lines to me today that I thought were generally normal and not really all that bad, but then maybe I have accepted a certain level of insulting humor that I shouldn't allow. Anyways, 2 times he threw out some poor jokes, BUT, it looked like very early on in the delivery he stuttered for a bit which is unusual but was committed to the delivery so finished it but in a rather mechanical method rather than his usual tone. knowing that this was a possible DRS response it was rather interesting as one of these jokes was about a coworker and not me.
For the next part, it was really interesting because as someone who drives for a living I have come to the realization that everyone interperets their driving style and others in a different manner. I am a rather bold driver and if I see an opportunity I think is safe I'll take it. Now others may not see that same opportunity as safe and it might not actually be as safe as I think it is so driving is a rather interesting experience to me.
I say that to say this, to me it felt like DRS fired up a few times while I was on the road. Makes me wonder what the other person was thinking. I didn't notice the NDRS fire up but I noticed I didn't really care about others opinions as much. I felt the DRS fire up so once again that's rather interesting.
I have also come to a possible thought on the DRS as well. It might cause a certain level of disdain for humanity if you are aware of how often people try to manipualte eachother. That was a personal hurdle for me when I started getting better at spotting manipulation and became very pessemistic about people for a while. I decided on a more passive approach toward manipulators and generally avoided the more habitual ones. DRS is an interesting product and I'm going to run it until DMSI comes out.
At that point this journal will switch names and become a DMSI journal.
NOW THEN ON TO DMSI TID
Today, about halfway through the day I started getting TID from DMSI. First I saw the celebrity effect kick in, then I got better treatment from women and some IOI's from some in my age group. For me there seems to be the ability to know when someone is looking at me because they find me on some level attractive. I personally consider myself an 8/10, and I say that after years of degrading myself or being indifferent about my looks. Since starting subs I get little moments of "oh I actually am good looking". Anyways, I can tell when women look at me with attraction and this one girl gave me the thirtiest look today and tried to do it on the sly, but you cant fool the feelings and I felt her look before she even tried.
Strange. I actually had a girl give me like, the thirstiest look I’ve ever seen today as well. Weird thing is, I have no plans to run DAMSI any time soon.
