09-18-2019, 09:20 AM
Day 6 of RE-reset: I'm in a shit mood again, but that's because I just woke up and I'm already having a bad day. I have been CONSISTENTLY having bad days lately.
I wake up to my parents yellibg and screaming at each other. Over me. Then I find that this new dog we brought in has ONCE AGAIN chewed away ALL THE LINING of a significant portion of the cell phone charger I'm using. My homework is nowhere near finished. I don't know how to do it. Dad can't help me because it's bewn forever since he last took a stats course, it's due tomorrow morning. And I am OBLIGATED (by giving my word) to go to this job fair. And I can't find thw fucking black tape I need to patch up my phone charging cable and most of our cables are missing. In fact, this is the ONLY charger I have to use and the dog has torn up most of it. I'm probably gonna get a shit grade on the HW and wouldn't be surprises to bomb the exam, which is ALSO tomorrow. And things are just getting started. I really shouldn't have fone back to college, but it was the best course I could think of at the time. UMS changes everything. Once I start executing the program in the ways I consciously want and the resistance ends, things should RRALLY be changing as far as my ootions are concerned. I might just become a proud college dropout who makes money to travel the world as he pleases rather than being a b*tch to the system.
I wake up to my parents yellibg and screaming at each other. Over me. Then I find that this new dog we brought in has ONCE AGAIN chewed away ALL THE LINING of a significant portion of the cell phone charger I'm using. My homework is nowhere near finished. I don't know how to do it. Dad can't help me because it's bewn forever since he last took a stats course, it's due tomorrow morning. And I am OBLIGATED (by giving my word) to go to this job fair. And I can't find thw fucking black tape I need to patch up my phone charging cable and most of our cables are missing. In fact, this is the ONLY charger I have to use and the dog has torn up most of it. I'm probably gonna get a shit grade on the HW and wouldn't be surprises to bomb the exam, which is ALSO tomorrow. And things are just getting started. I really shouldn't have fone back to college, but it was the best course I could think of at the time. UMS changes everything. Once I start executing the program in the ways I consciously want and the resistance ends, things should RRALLY be changing as far as my ootions are concerned. I might just become a proud college dropout who makes money to travel the world as he pleases rather than being a b*tch to the system.