09-11-2019, 06:26 AM
Yeah that makes sense. My subconscious personality is under the grip of some sort of unknown past trauma and trying to get it to let go is a bitch. My online mentor told me we're dealing with a traumatized infant in this case, and that telling the infant to just get over whatever happened will just be met with more resistance. He warned me subliminals wouldn't work for this reason. But it seems E3 was working to some extent. Anyway maybe it's that past trauma causing the strong and willfull subconcious. I wish my conscious mind were as strong and willfull.