08-28-2019, 09:57 AM
My dad isn't really in the shape he was before. He is a bit..not just there. That's really sad and something I really find hard in my life. From time to time we share a laugh, and I'm happy for that, but he drinks too much and isn't really present. I guess he somewhat haven't really been previously, but now it's gotten worse with his age and his heart attack last year. Just wanted to write about it as it's something that make me feel down from time to time.