Hi guys. So I’ve been banned for a month for first going around giving advice to people that I shouldn’t have done because I didn’t really know their situation, but was just trying to apply things that I did and I guess wanting them to do to confirm that I was going down the right path. That wasn’t really responsible. The ban was done with solid reasons and during this month I have had time to reflect on myself and writing a private journal, which have made me good to be honest. Real time to sit down with yourself and write out your thoughts, other than wiring out to other people. It gives another dimension, even though I must admit that I missed being on the forum and interacting with other members.
The month have had some progress. I have been healing emotionally, i met with an old ex gf who I have been started hanging out with and enjoy doing so. I have confide to her emotionally and actually had a real emotional breakdown to her about all the stuff I have been going through.
I’m more self sustaining emotionally. I have accepted that non of my parents are good for any emotional support, they are contrary draining to me. I have been their emotionally support for as long as I can remember and I’m starting to be able to break out of that which will wise some turbulence in the household I predict. I thus no longer turn to them for emotional support, which have turned out to be the best course of action for my own emotional health.
However it wasn’t really an option before due to how damaged I was, but as I’m getting more emotionally healthy the need for others peoples support have declined. I however know that I need people around me to some extent and know there are friends who have my back and love me, and I’m more and more turned to those for emotional support
I’m running LTU 2 days on and 2 days off. It feels like a good ratio right now. Anyway - feels good to be back.
The month have had some progress. I have been healing emotionally, i met with an old ex gf who I have been started hanging out with and enjoy doing so. I have confide to her emotionally and actually had a real emotional breakdown to her about all the stuff I have been going through.
I’m more self sustaining emotionally. I have accepted that non of my parents are good for any emotional support, they are contrary draining to me. I have been their emotionally support for as long as I can remember and I’m starting to be able to break out of that which will wise some turbulence in the household I predict. I thus no longer turn to them for emotional support, which have turned out to be the best course of action for my own emotional health.
However it wasn’t really an option before due to how damaged I was, but as I’m getting more emotionally healthy the need for others peoples support have declined. I however know that I need people around me to some extent and know there are friends who have my back and love me, and I’m more and more turned to those for emotional support
I’m running LTU 2 days on and 2 days off. It feels like a good ratio right now. Anyway - feels good to be back.
