This last week has been...eh. My wife had to work on Sunday, so I cut our rest days short by one. So for her, it was 2X2, 5X0, then 2X2. Ultrasonic, FLAC, stereo phone speakers, 13/15 volume. She's reported an eye-twitch, and is generally feeling stressed out this week. She's not really the "feeling stressed" type.
The reason I say "for her" is I ran 2X2 US, 5X0 Rest, 2X2 US, 1X3 Hybrid (6/15 volume).
I don't know why I did that, other than I am frustrated and resistance is winning out. Nothing happening in my day-to-day other than feeling bad. I can't even regulate my mood anymore, I just don't feel good.
Got some free bread sticks the other day with my pizza, because the pizza place gave my pizza away to someone else. So again, I was inconvenienced to get something free - something I didn't even want. My kids wouldn't eat them, and I'm already up on my weight, so the breadsticks weren't something I needed, at all. I ate 2 and felt bad about it, lol.
I went back and looked at my journals. Essentially, I've been generally miserable since the introduction of FRM in USLM2 and not getting any healing & clearing. I haven't ran anything with E3, so I have no idea how FRM w/ H&C would affect me. Sex on DMSI 3.3 was good, so there was a benefit there, but my mood and mental state suck ass.
Not sure what to do at this point. I had one positive dream the other night (the extra night of 3 hybrid loops) where I graduated from college (instead of dreaming I was skipping class) and my professor told me I was his favorite student, and said he was proud of me. Unfortunately, my waking life hasn't seen any such progress - that I can see, anyway.
Thinking of just stopping and running E2 to feel better. I have vacation next week, and unfortunately, I'm not excited about it.
The reason I say "for her" is I ran 2X2 US, 5X0 Rest, 2X2 US, 1X3 Hybrid (6/15 volume).
I don't know why I did that, other than I am frustrated and resistance is winning out. Nothing happening in my day-to-day other than feeling bad. I can't even regulate my mood anymore, I just don't feel good.
Got some free bread sticks the other day with my pizza, because the pizza place gave my pizza away to someone else. So again, I was inconvenienced to get something free - something I didn't even want. My kids wouldn't eat them, and I'm already up on my weight, so the breadsticks weren't something I needed, at all. I ate 2 and felt bad about it, lol.
I went back and looked at my journals. Essentially, I've been generally miserable since the introduction of FRM in USLM2 and not getting any healing & clearing. I haven't ran anything with E3, so I have no idea how FRM w/ H&C would affect me. Sex on DMSI 3.3 was good, so there was a benefit there, but my mood and mental state suck ass.
Not sure what to do at this point. I had one positive dream the other night (the extra night of 3 hybrid loops) where I graduated from college (instead of dreaming I was skipping class) and my professor told me I was his favorite student, and said he was proud of me. Unfortunately, my waking life hasn't seen any such progress - that I can see, anyway.
Thinking of just stopping and running E2 to feel better. I have vacation next week, and unfortunately, I'm not excited about it.
