Mystic Life - LTU 5

[Mystic Pymp]

Day 20 (1)

Long time no see guys and girls! Like I said I've been to a trip and said trip got longer than expected. I'm back however and ready to share my finds with you. Like with all my trips that make me break from routine of every day life, now I have many interesting thoughts I may or may not be able to share with you. Nonetheless, let's get started.

This trip had two parts. The first one was with my flatmate and her friends, the second one with my uncle. The second one is relatively boring except the fact that I had opportunity to witness how a man after 30+ years of marriage behaves like after he learns he's been a cuckold for 4 years. Therefore I will focus on the first part.

I said previously I'll do an experiment that will not make Shannon happy and I did. The experiment was to switch for one round of LTU (that is 4 days) from LTU to DMSI. And I did that. And it was fun but nothing major. As you might guess I did this because a beautiful girls will also be at the camp. And she was there. And I haven't noticed one single sign of attraction from her. She was kind and nice though, fun to have around so nothing is wasted. What I liked however is how I felt on DMSI.

I think I have 3 main points to take away from this experience. Take care that it was for a very short time (4 days) and there was interference and all that jazz.

• There is something wrong with this current version of DMSI. I remember that in the past versions (especially 2.4 and 2.5 I believe) listening to DMSI would give me big boosts to morale and confidence. Here? Not so much.
  
• I had little to no success with DMSI 3.3.1, especially compared to my recent successes with LTU. And one good reason for it is that DMSI as it currently is goes against my will. I'm not that interested in being sexually irresistible, there are more important concerns I need to work on. When I listened to DMSI now I almost felt the dissonance. It's not to say it cannot work, it's to say now I realize what a uphill battle that was.
  
• While I'm still conflicted on the topic let me put one thing straight - I do want to find a girlfriend of whatever else you'd like to call it. It would limit my freedom of a single and so on but I do long for it. I am not needy about it however and I still put myself on the first place in the matter.
  

Was the experiment worth it? To learn all of this, yes. But I would not rush to repeat it. I think once new version of DMSI is out I will try it but for now I will enjoy my LTU.