08-03-2019, 09:06 AM
(08-03-2019, 05:30 AM)Shannon Wrote: I'm really pleased to see that you have made this progress, Zane. I'm curious how you did it. I'm guessing by your reaction that some of it was our subs, but what was the whole picture? Maybe someone else can benefit from knowing how you did it in the future.
Not some but all of it was your subliminal. I remember you telling me and others hear again and again that fear is the root of all evil.. Fear.
I then consciously started recognizing my fear and tbh it took me 3 years. I diagnosed with GAD and MDD. Nothing worked. Nothing.
I started facing small fears and thinking that let's try this even though I felt all the anxiety and shame in the world. I would sit there and would feel low yet I stayed there.
I was in a cage. Your subliminals were my only hope and after 5.5G came into existence things started moving a little faster but I would sleep alot.. As people feel when they are on Antidepressants or Anti-psychotic. I knew sub was working even though I wasn't functioning well..
In short everything I did to improve myself just worked temporary..weather it was homeopathy, Drugs, Herbals and all other energy work...
My fears were powerful enough that it would alot reject anything thing I tried to improve myself.
I just focused on removing and overcoming my fears alone.. That's all I did. It started small but then just like a habit it only got better..
I just had this thought that if I overcome my fears then I will achieve everything.
FRM module is what made all the difference.
MLS-5.5G taught me to thinking more logically then emotionally.
DMSi 3.2 made me feel all kind of emotions and in the end it made me emotionally very strong and somehow fixed my MDD.. Idk how I took no medication.
USLM-5.5G helped me become successful at anything I focus my mind on.. Except deep mental issues yet USLM3 made me visit the best psychiatrist in my area... I have been to other psychiatrist before in 2012 and 2016 but their medication never worked nor were they about to figure out my OCD.. my fear of change was too great. I resisted everything but with USLM my subconscious is accepting all the changes and those exact same medication started working on me all of a sudden.
Infact I have noticed that my subconscious resist any form of change by making me masturbate like crazy in starting.
If I try to make a new habit or listen to any new subliminal or take a different antidepressant or change it dose.. then the flow of it will be broken by me feeling too horny fapping for 2-3-4 days straight but after that the urges will decline after few days... Escape mechanism as you call it..
It's all fear.. That's the root of all problems. You were right.
I also wanna say that I now consciously practice heart- coherence.. Google it.
Also, If I am lazy about anything and don't feel like doing a particular job then.. I would just visualize for 5 sec that I already did that job and after few minutes or hours/day.. I would find myself really motivated to do that job.
USLM shows you the way.. But we are the one who has to walk.
Other things also happen and manifest. But then it would look as if Its all miracle..
Everyday, I practice lot and visualizing from cup if coffee to back pain doesn't matter...I just focus on the goal but enjoy the journey.
I know things won't go my way but I will get what I want so I just watch the movie/drama in between and have fun.. Cause I am sure that I am gonna get there eventually..
I just view all of this life as a simulation even when I am outside which makes me believe that anything is possible.. So its easier to convince myself that I can hack all this game..
I play Asphalt 9 and tbh I see everything in that games as a reflection of my life in terms of success. Just enjoying it..
In the end I was say this.. Its as if I reincarnated into a different reality.. That's how I can describe. Remembering all the bad things from previous life but not getting emotional thinking about that.. Just learning lessons.
Sorry for typos.
