07-23-2019, 05:46 PM
Started the morning dry joyful and motivated. After 3 hours of being awake I was in a foul and pissed off mood. An hour later, even while running 2 ITM loops, I became mildly depressed. Around 1 pm I was back to a good mood. It’s been years since I’ve had a day where I was in such an emotional roller coaster. Not sure what happened but I don’t too much like that feeling. Maybe E3 hit another nerve, and gradually dissolved the underlying negative emotions.
I’ve pretty much figured out that a woman that I’m talking to tries using me for attention when she gets bored. I have more self worth than to be a source of entertainment without being paid for it, and I’m way too busy for that these days anyway. As far as I’m concerned we no longer speak from this day forward.
I’ve pretty much figured out that a woman that I’m talking to tries using me for attention when she gets bored. I have more self worth than to be a source of entertainment without being paid for it, and I’m way too busy for that these days anyway. As far as I’m concerned we no longer speak from this day forward.
