07-16-2019, 11:29 PM
How to describe my actual state of mind ? 10 hours after the dream I described above, I feel …. Sooooooooooo Good ! 
First time I feel like that... it is a mix of being light, warm, enthusiastic, super positive, the world belongs to me ! Communication becomes so easy. My colleagues at work are looking at me strangely 
Some of them are asking me if I am ok ? If I won the lottery ? There was this meeting today, I hate meetings … but today I enjoyed it and participated to it fully to the max to the point my boss asked me to lead the next meeting 
An aspect to monitor : FRM is powerful, really. I don't feel fear anymore and I became a little bit touchy with some of the ladies at work... which a no-no in the company, and normally I don't do that. So when I realized that I did it, I felt quite bad. I will be very careful and learn to manage that
First time I feel like that... it is a mix of being light, warm, enthusiastic, super positive, the world belongs to me ! Communication becomes so easy. My colleagues at work are looking at me strangely Some of them are asking me if I am ok ? If I won the lottery ? There was this meeting today, I hate meetings … but today I enjoyed it and participated to it fully to the max to the point my boss asked me to lead the next meeting An aspect to monitor : FRM is powerful, really. I don't feel fear anymore and I became a little bit touchy with some of the ladies at work... which a no-no in the company, and normally I don't do that. So when I realized that I did it, I felt quite bad. I will be very careful and learn to manage that
