07-02-2019, 07:49 AM
I deserve more as in selfworth. Being carefree, being with myself, being present, that kinda stuff. Tbh, Ive tried to find out why it is like that. Its obvious fear and comfort in an almost masochistic way, patterns comin from trauma.
You are totally right about that there are good people in this world, life is one big party to me at times, I love it. Embrace the chaos and absurdity and what not. Go freaky, fun, break out of the rigid identity.
Eventually like you said, the one relationship you have through life is with yourself, and honoring this is great.
Ion: im incredibly euphoric that life teels so awesome its slmost surreal. Holy shit. Things are shifting massively. Im feeling so goddamn wealthy its absurd, and I dig it like a mofo.
You are totally right about that there are good people in this world, life is one big party to me at times, I love it. Embrace the chaos and absurdity and what not. Go freaky, fun, break out of the rigid identity.
Eventually like you said, the one relationship you have through life is with yourself, and honoring this is great.
Ion: im incredibly euphoric that life teels so awesome its slmost surreal. Holy shit. Things are shifting massively. Im feeling so goddamn wealthy its absurd, and I dig it like a mofo.
