Transcendent Sith Lord's LTU 5.0 Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Darn, I just realized something as well and I can't believe I didn't see it sooner. The "improve your love life module" was working while on LTU. I remember the day I had that transformation is the same day I signed up for a dating site that was for in China and that was also the same day I was seriously, considering choosing China as an option. I ended up looking up a lot of stuff on the dating culture in China, etc. I thought nothing of all that and can't believe I didn't realize it was trying to work in someway. It would seem then that a part of me most definitely does not want to date women here I guess due to bad past experiences but I think its also the attitude of women here. This does seem to be a recurring theme. On DMSI I am prompted to start dating foreign women and on LTU with this module I seem to only be prompted to date foreign women. I'm assuming in the case of LTU that its because my subconscious knows that that would be the best place for me to be in order to have a decent love life.

I guess this also is confirmation of something else, that I would need to end things with the Indonesian since she basically made it clear she has no interest of being in China at any point. It also confirms for me that I have out grown her which is even more largely apparent for the fact that I have barely contacted her within the last month and she has barely contacted me. It would seem , to use the radio analogy, we are on two different wave lengths now. She is at a wave length I used to be at but I am now on one of the higher numbered stations. I guess this is one of the costs of developing yourself. Your going to be growing at a magnificent rate and that means you are going to leave some people behind. I mean there still is the chance since she is open to Shannon's subs but I guess we will have to see what happens.