06-24-2019, 01:56 PM
Day 63 cont.
Small addendum. I've read LTU store paid to refresh my memory, it says 90 day and 7 days of break is recommended so that's what I'll be aiming for.
I also saw my testimony is at the store page and it made it... proud I guess. The thing is I might be quite negative in my previous post but that's only because relatively I'm worse of then I was a month ago. Considering my attitude and achievements now I'm much better off compared to... well, years I'd guess. Possibly high school. It's all hard to compare and contrast. At any rate I'm happy with the results even now. It's amazing to think my current low is comparable to my highs with DMSI. And don't think my negativity or thoughts of stopping is defeatism. If anything it's a testament of how much I want to get back to the state from a month ago.
Nobody promised this is gonna be an easy ride. And I'm prepared for the bumps, just give me some space to whine and complain in the mean time
Small addendum. I've read LTU store paid to refresh my memory, it says 90 day and 7 days of break is recommended so that's what I'll be aiming for.
I also saw my testimony is at the store page and it made it... proud I guess. The thing is I might be quite negative in my previous post but that's only because relatively I'm worse of then I was a month ago. Considering my attitude and achievements now I'm much better off compared to... well, years I'd guess. Possibly high school. It's all hard to compare and contrast. At any rate I'm happy with the results even now. It's amazing to think my current low is comparable to my highs with DMSI. And don't think my negativity or thoughts of stopping is defeatism. If anything it's a testament of how much I want to get back to the state from a month ago.
Nobody promised this is gonna be an easy ride. And I'm prepared for the bumps, just give me some space to whine and complain in the mean time
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
