Mystic Life - LTU 5

[Mystic Pymp]

Thanks, yeah I just thought i'd mention it in case you wanted to move it there.

No worries, thanks for reminder about the rules if anything else. I feel like recently I'm treading a fine line on the Rule 4.

Day 56 (2)

I feel sick. I'm not sure what's up, but my ear started to hurt really bad again tonight, I stomach doesn't feel so good and I feel fatigued in general. I mixed my ear problem with new drops and I'm gonna visit doctor on Wednesday. So far hurt is gone and simply replaced with discomfort but I'm afraid the infection might get deeper into inner ear and that would be harder to treat and would hurt like a b**ch. Stomach is probably due to poor dinner I had and fatigue due to poor sleep tonight and hot as hell weather.

This is serious problem as low energy means low motivation, it's hard for me to make myself do anything and I don't know what to do with myself. For the first time in a looooong time I felt boredom! I mean sure, I should have some rest, especially not to strain my ear, but what to do while resting? I'm not used to sitting idly any longer.

That ear story is interesting. It started to hurt day before the conference. I found out 1 or 2 pills of aspirin helps out with the pain as it eases the swelling in the ear. However, as soon as I came back, it hurts again and aspirin won't cut it any longer. It almost looks like my body negotiated that week off but now I have to go through the sickness anyways. I wouldn't be the first time I experience something like this, the feeling of "I cannot afford being sick right now" and not being sick just to get sick at the first opportunity I actually can is something I think I know since childhood.